Friday, September 21, 2007 @ 6:00 am
First time in my life ytd i witnessed sth like that O: i think it served as a wake-up call for all of us. i must learn to set my priorities right. \:
Screwed up my piano exam. what a joke. O: i had my exam like 15mins earlier than expected because the 2 two before me: one was absent one withdrew... i think my mind wasn't ready to go but i just went because i wanted to get it over asap.
one year of practising resulting in nothing. first major-screwup was that i totally FORGOT how to play bmajor scale. then i had to ask the examiner for another key to play. omg. \: then my other scales weren't played very well either. then my pieces screwed up. the first two pieces i had to play again... then when i asked to play again on the 2nd piece she was like: you know you can't ask to play again on every piece. (but she said this in a v friendly tone) and i made a gazillion mistakes. then sight-reading, my rhythm was off. oral... i cldn't even clap the rhythm properly.
the ironic thing is when i just ended the exam i just felt so RELIEVED. then now, two hours later, i'm here regretting everything i did in the exam.. and i used to think that i didn't care about piano at all. but i kinda think it's my reputation i care for, cause my mum & dad probably think my piano is good and they're gonna get the huge shock of their life when the results come. &final years- argh i don't even wanna think about it. because my parents expect me to get so high. like as if its so easy to get As just like that. o.O what if one day i just... fail everything? but i owe it to them. since i get so much freedom, i must repay by producing the results... but i'm just So. Scared.
BUT there's 3 major events aft EOYs which i look forward to. (:
1. Halloween Chalet at the Safra Chalet (End of october) - apparently i'm supposed to be dressed as CASPER. ha. :D
2. GENTING TRIP OMG. (Nov28-Dec1st) with celineteo, cynthia, maybe grace and casandra. okay actually celine booked the whole bus for her relatives/pri school friends and since the bus has space she asked us. :D EGGCITED. &let me tell you a secret. I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO GENTING BEFORE. \: hahah. but any place that has theme parks or shopping is good (:
3. EGYPT Trip. (Dec5-14) with family~ haha my family likes going to historical places. right. :D i don't really mind anywhere we go as long as its somewhere. it'll do as a nice break.
and of course i can look forward to the temporary freedom that i'm going to have (:
have to recharge before the major major exam next year.
good luck to everybody for English EOYs tmr (:
OH. and for all those who have not received their CIP hours if you helped out with our project (MINDs), please don't fret. cause you will get them ASAP okay okay okay (:
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